I just found out today that we are having a boy. I've always pictured myself with a girl, I thought I was pregnant with a girl, when I referred to a specific gender it was a girl. Im disappointed that it's a boy and because im disappointed I feel bad that I feel disappointed. I know its going to be great but I can't help but feel sad. Am I wrong in this? I know we are going to try again at some point but im already almost 35 and I don't know how to spin this in my head.